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But there's a light on in Chicago and i know i should be home. All the colors of the street signs.. they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house. She took me down and said:Boys like you are overrated so save your breath. Loaded words and loaded friends are loaded guns to our heads.
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[Thursday
September 22nd, 2005] |
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this blows josh is moving i have known josh since we were lil me an him a have been best friends since like the dawn of time it all ways been josh and travis i are bros he is my homie gee and now he is going away and shit what am i going to do this really blows and i hate spending to much time with jenny cause we start to hate each other and my uncle is starting to agravte me cause all he dose is make fun of me and says if i didnt pick i didnt love which is about retarted to me i only have a couple friends at school which really blows but i meet a guy today named mat he was really cool kinda like a christian alex without long hair but he is cool and he was varginia and was like all about mae and stuff but he was mainly like christian death meatal he called but he was really nice so i have been trying to get in touch with meghan i called matt everyday this week to ask him to call her and tell her to call me but she hasnt and he said she did so i hope she calls me cause i can talk on my phone until after nine which really sucks i really want to come home so i can see my friends again
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[Monday
September 5th, 2005] |
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so i am in kansas city for now my mom sent back with my grandparents i might be going to school here if it doesent start soon well i was watching fuse and i saw steve untiled rock show and he had mcr on it and they where showing mcr action figures and they were theres lil mickey and was thinking if meghan saw this she would have an orgasm lol
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[Wednesday
August 31st, 2005] |
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Ride'n The Storm Out |
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Oh My Fucking God i have seen most of biloxi its bad really bad life is going to be so different from now on i am so worried about derek and lacie i havent heard a word from them and i know it flooded where derek lives and he stayed so i am so worried about him but i did have a sign of relieve from when i found out that chris and charlene where alive also i saw emily today here house is just like my downstairs in ruins but glad that they where all alive but i was talking to alex during the storm and he was flipping out and his house got flooded and i lost contact with him so i didnt know til today that he was alive so that was great news and josh and tom and melissa are all in jackson so that is good and i was mostly worried about meghan cause i didnt even know if see had left or not or if she was alive but i saw her lj post and i felt so much better but one thing that everyone will be happy to find out coffee fusion is still there so that is good and the guitar from hard rock is still there but yesterday i went to see my grandparents there house had water in there attic so my cousins and everyone got in there and salvaged everything so we brought all her pictures to my uncle marks and i saw a picture of my dad when he was my age that was in really bad shape and i busted out in tears so my cousin decided to take them to atlanta to see a braves game cause they love the braves and have never seen them before and i was glad cause they dont need to be here well some sorta bad news if my mom dosent have job to go back to i am moving to kansas city and my all my uncles are coming down friday to try to salvage my house and i might go back with them so i can go to school so i dont whats going to happen i am so worried also i saw the high school its in bad shape the roof came of the cafeteria and a bunch of other stuff also my step sis lost her house she is going to be living with my dad for a while which is going to be hell cause she has three babies that i cant stand but should i go to K.C. so i dont know what to do also meghan i love so much and i am glad to know your alright
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[Saturday
August 27th, 2005] |
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Silverstein - Discovering the Waterfront |
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Yesterday was so freaking hardcore like i hanged with johny man he is so hardcore dude we where all craking up the entire night it was so much fun and he is freaking awesome he invited me to go to voo-doo fest with which is going to be awesome cause no i get to see a bunch of awesome bands and see MCR now cause meghan found someone else to go instead of me but yea everything is good i think i can talk my dad into letting me have the Xtera cause he dosent like at all and he likes his truck better, which would be awesome cause i wouldn't have that POS truck and yesterday in fourth we had a pizza party which was the shiz like half way through it Zach Toney and i got up and sang you've lost that loving feeling to ms. oakes in front of everyone and bj and a couple other guys joined in it was awesome yea no offense charlene needs to cut out the shit whith ashely sorry that she was johny's friend when you where dating i mean meghan was friends with josh and alex when we were dating you dont see me getting all up in there face and from what i have seen of charlene i like johny and ashley better cause they are nice and fun to be around oh yea and alex you need to cut shit out with emily and judie someone is going to get hurt big time and its just going to blow up in your face sorry your one of my best friends and all but you need to cut the shit before i beat your ass cause you deserve it
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[Saturday
August 13th, 2005] |
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Feel Good Inc. |
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i absolute hate my haircut i am never going to school again it looks horrfic i am never takeing my hat of my head but lauren and karen and dad and laurens freind misty love it i miss my hair
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[Friday
August 12th, 2005] |
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He is Legend - the seduction |
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i got my hair cut today i kinda dont like it cause its way to short for my standards but at the same time it looks really good it kinda looks like justin's hair form queer as folk and kinda like gerads new hair cut i wish i could take a pic to show ya'll
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[Thursday
August 4th, 2005] |
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so i was talking to amanda and she wants for me and her to go to dallas so she can see her girlfriend and stuff i was like sounds like fun cant wait to go so i can party in dallas that would be so fucking awesome going to see shows in dallas and shit but i really like my schedule i love all my teachers except coach clark i dont know if i am going like him. but he seems cool oh and amanda was telling me about a new girl from biloxi a red head who was sitting with emily and alex at lunch i was wondering who that was
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[Monday
August 1st, 2005] |
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Copeland - Testing the Strong Ones [Alternate Version] |
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well tonight was fun hanged with everybody at laneys b-day i kinda got mad when emily keep on talking about how amanda was gay or whatever she is i mean i would get mad at any talking about someone that i loved or love like i would kill someone if they where talking about meghan bad. but i loved it when i went for a walk and found this very peaceful place and i just zen ed out i could her the water gently hit the shore and i could see the lighting but there was no thunder so it was really quit i mean it was great. after the thing chris, emmy, josh, and i went to wal - mart and where chilled out there and these british ladies came up to me and asked me about my hat and how it was really cool and unique so that made me happy. yea for some reason i have bee really sad since i got home i have no clue why cause i was really happy tonight and nothing bad happened to me. so i went into the bathroom and lighted a bunch of candles and mellowed out in the tub for a while, really relaxing
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[Sunday
July 31st, 2005] |
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Space - Something Corporate |
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i am so bored i just cleaned an organized my room to try to make me not so boring didnt work i and i did the laundry i am so bored someone kill me oh and i have a new sn xkissedadrunkgrl, any so co fans will know what that means but if you dont i dont care
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[Sunday
July 31st, 2005] |
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If you C Jordan - Something Corporate |
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so yesterday i went to mobile with my dad my stepmom and my stepsis lauren to go to USA for lauren, to go to the mall and to get laurens belly button pierced and when we got to the piercing place lauren talked my stepmom into getting one too so i watched both of them get poked with some pointy objects, fun fun i know. yea i went to the mall today with my sis and it was fun went to hot topic foster talked to my sis for a while the reall fun was mom watching me looking stupid when we went into victory secret and watch my sis all this lingo i didnt understand and i felt really dirty being in there also got kinda mad when i went to buckle my sis friend jenifer was there and she totally changed she used to be just like alex kinda very big into music did her makeup like whats his face from green day and stuff well now she is trying to be a prep and i was all like but you were really cool the old way but i got to hang with LOU i heart her she is cool but as of right now i am so bored the past couple of weeks i have felt like zach braff in garden state when his on drugs and he is all blank looking yea so somebody help. and i also got so pissed at my dad cause he cancled our trip so he could go see fucking b.b. King tonight. yea dad fuck you also hey meghan what is up i have felt down for the past couple of days cause we havent talked i miss you alot i cant wait till you come home i miss you
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| it's to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I did |
[Sunday
July 10th, 2005] |
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something corporate - konstantine |
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hey everyone this song means a lot to me and just want everyone to know that every line in this song reminds me of my life since i met meghan every singal line except long blonde hair
I can't imagine all the people that you know And the places that you go When the lights are turned down low And I don't understand All the things you've seen But I'm slipping in between You and your big... dreams it's always you and my big dreams
And you tell me That it's over But i can't stand here in a patch of four leaf clover And your restless And I'm naked You've got to get out You can't stand to see me shaking no, could you let me go
and you don't want to be here in the future So you say the present's just a pleasant Interruption to the past And you don't want to look much closer 'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed and it did because of me
And then you bring me home Afraid to find out that you're alone, no And I'm sleeping in your living room But we don't have much room To live
And I had dreams that i would learn to play guitar Maybe cross the country Become a rockstar And there was hope in me That I could take you there But dammit you're so young But I don't think I care and if I hurt you then i'm sorry It's just this guilt has got the best of me
And then you bring me home 'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no And I'm dreaming in your living room But we don't have much room To live
Konstantine came walking down the stairs Doesn't she look good Standing in her underwear? And i've been thinking, and i've thinking, no But she's been drinking And it doesn't get me anywhere
My Konstantine came walking down the stairs And all that I could do Was touch her long blond hair And I was thinking, what I was thining ya know we've been drinking and it doesn't get me anywhere
This is because I can spell konfusion with a K It's hard to like it It's to dying in anothers arms and why i had to try it It's to jimmy eat world and those nights in my car But this time i'm alone, and i don't see those stars I'm not your star? Isn't that what you said what you thought this song meant you thought this song meant
And if this is what it takes just to lie in my mistakes and live with what I did to you And all the things i put you through I always catch the clock it's 11:11 And now you want to talk it's not hard to dream You'll always be my Konstantine
They'll never hurt you like I do No, They'll never hurt you like I do No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No
This is to a girl who got into my head with all these pretty things she did Hey Baby, You know that you keep me up in bed It's to a girl who got into my head with all the fucked up things I did Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed My Konstantine
Spin around me like a dream We played out on this movie screen And I said, Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you Did you know I miss you
God, I miss you
And then you bring me home And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no, And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh And you see, no, that i've been missing in my Living room Cause this is what i miss, what i miss We don't have much room I said, does anybody need that room? Because we all need a little more room To live
My Momo
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[Sunday
July 10th, 2005] |
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i hate everyone
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[Saturday
July 9th, 2005] |
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ok i was looking at the community called "im not goth" and in this community there interest where "anti labels, being goth, goth, gothic, gothic things, and hate being called gothic" now that to me dosent make effin sense to me. ok if your anti label you cant like being goth cause that is a label and also how they are all for goth and at the same time hate being called goth dosent make since to me i dont know mabey it is just me i know that i am going to get ripped a new one buy all my goth friends but wtf.
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| K.C. Part 4 (Granparent's house) |
[Saturday
July 9th, 2005] |
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i am so bored i have done absolutely nothing today i have watched g4 all day and i looked up emo girls today on lj absolutely bored nothing to do every time someone gets on i have to go help my grandparents so i barly get to talk to anyone. and i know that everyone dosent care about what i have to say cause they are all watching out for the storm i just wish that someone would get on longer than five seconds
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| K.C. Part 3 (tracie's House 2) |
[Saturday
July 9th, 2005] |
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From First to Last - Ride the wings of Pestilence |
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Hey everyone still burning cds watching music videos to kill time while this slow ass computer dose what it has to do. Like two seconds ago i was watching From First to Last, Ride the Wings of Pestilence video and i was thinking the whole time sonny there lead singer looks just like my friend brit (if you dont know who Brit is she is the chick with the five head who i was major crushing on at the beginning of 10th grade year) I mean they look so much alike the only differences is that she has longer hair and forehead
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[Saturday
July 9th, 2005] |
I think that sex and self control should be swiched cause i have no self control what so ever
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| K.C. Part 3 (tracie's House 1) |
[Saturday
July 9th, 2005] |
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The Cure - Lovesong |
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hello everyone i am at my uncles house wich is awesome cause i get to burn copies of a bunch of his cds like the cure, weezer, pink floyd, led Zeppelin, Depeche Mode, Stabbing Westward, The Craberries, and a bunch of really good techno which is awesome yea those are all the cds of his i want but him and my anut have one of the best cd collections i have ever seen it is freakin awesome. yea cant wait til tomorrow though i get to set around doing nothing on my day off cant wait but i was preet awesome when i got to ride in tracies 69 Camaro named Lola which has a shit load of work done on it and it is fast a loud which i like a lot. Also cant wait to go to cd stores here which have a great solection.
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[Friday
July 8th, 2005] |
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hey everyone me in kc again i am rather happy cause i get the next two days off work which is awesome but work really sucks cause i have alot of manual labor to do cut grass carry like shit load boxes fromt the basement to the dumpster which is like two flights of stairs outside took me like 4 hours to do then i had to clean the entire parking lot of the law office which was hot as hell. then i was off awesome. the day before i had to cut a shit load of grass it took me about 7 hours using a push mower on a bunch of hills wich really sucks and i got really sunburned. the day before i had to weedeat which took forever for the law office building and begin cleening the parking lot. work really sucks but i am makeing a shit load of money which is awesome i get paid 10 an hour which rules and i made 95 dollars for cutting grass.
P.S. I cant wait to come home.
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[Wednesday
July 6th, 2005] |
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Hey everyone this really sucks cause i am in KC and the dont have aim so i have to use lj to talk to everyone but w/e. yea i was at this place to night gettin ice cream and i might this guy who was wearing an anberlin shirt turns out he was really good friends with alot members form anberlin, copeland, and underoath he said he was best friends with the cause from anberlin and new aaron and rusty from copeland and i talked to him for about thirty minutes. but after i got done talking i felt like a major ass cause i realzed that he was on a date with his gf and i totally spoiled it. but he was cool. yea i really cant wait to come home it really sucks so far. hey somebody call me. i am really bored. also i am really mad now because i dont get to see any of my shows. like i was planing on going to see action action spitalfield and gatsby's american dream on the 17th and now i leave on the 16th wich really blows also i was planing on going to see motion city soundtrack this sunday and now i have to go to a family bbq which really sucks ass. someone save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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